The way I see things...

Its been a long time since I last open this page!

2010-11-19T00:40:00.000-08:00

Well,as you guys can see from the title,its been hell of a long time since I last updated my blog. Reason being that Im either too busy or too lazy to update it.
I didnt thought that anyone would still be reading this,bt appearently there is! Ahah,thanks to whoever that person is (:
Well,basically,I stayed home the whole day today. My cough is getting worst,and my lungs is getting weaker.
While on the phone with my gf at around 2+,I suddenly found it hard to breath and so I didnt manage to talk much and she mistook that as me being sad and thus hung up the call. Oh well,thats better than me telling her my situation right now and getting her all worried.
Though,I admit I was pretty angry at first as I was all excited to meet her but unfortunately something happened... Ah,fuck it. Im ok nw,bt my coughing is not.
Well,thats all for today!

That is actually one of your BEST answer . And It is actually true what you've say, I loike it ! ^^

2010-07-20T00:47:00.001-07:00

Aahah,thanks but...do I know you?

Ask me anything

What do you usually do when you are Depressed ?

2010-07-16T19:08:00.001-07:00

Depends on what made me depressed... But if your depress dont be rush into doing anything,just sit down,take a moment and think whether its really worth it to get depress over whatever thats making you depress

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What's your HOBBY ? Beside playing music

2010-07-11T05:51:00.001-07:00

Sleeping and day-dream (:

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You & aubrey tgt ? Got over your ex already ?

2010-07-10T05:33:00.001-07:00

You tell me who you are and I'll tell you my ans (:

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Just a Random question aritez .. Are you a Punk? Skaters? Emo?

2010-07-08T12:14:00.001-07:00

Erm... none of the above? ahah

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Other than home?

2010-07-03T08:48:00.001-07:00

Erm.... I usually go to random places

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Where's your fav. spot to hangout ?

2010-07-02T19:10:00.001-07:00

Home

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you don't have one right now? that means you got 1 before uh? what does it called?

2010-07-01T02:13:00.001-07:00

Yup,I had one..Erm.. We called ourselves Un-screwed

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Hey !! Do you got a band ? what's ur band's name?

2010-06-30T11:14:00.001-07:00

Nope,I dont have one right now

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Have YOU ever Betrayed someone ?

2010-06-30T05:03:00.003-07:00

Yup

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Imagine you are in the Train Alone .. In that train there's someone who you wouldn't intend to meet But in the train, there's only you and her/him . It's about to crash, what would you do ??

2010-06-30T05:03:00.001-07:00

I would....... It depends on who that person is actually
But thank you for the interesting question

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Have you ever felt Betrayed ??

2010-06-29T11:36:00.001-07:00

Yup

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This Quote Goes To You .. I want your Lover And I want your REVENGE You & Me Could Write A Bad Romance !

2010-06-29T10:32:00.001-07:00

Okay? ahaha,although I have completely no idea what it means

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Am i the only one reading your blog? x.x - aerna~

2010-06-05T03:11:00.001-07:00

ahaha,maybe? Thanks anyway

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2010-05-26T06:08:00.000-07:00

I'm at Np. ^^

Why is your blog so dead? x.x oh and awesome show today man. (Y) -aerna

2010-05-26T06:03:00.001-07:00

Ahaha,coz I lead a boring life since this year oh and thanks!

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Psst update your blog please~ thank you~~ -aerna :D

2010-05-26T06:02:00.003-07:00

If I got mood I'll update ah

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Nyahahaha syibli got admirer eh~ -aerna n_n

2010-05-26T06:02:00.001-07:00

Heheh,no la it could be a guy you know

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Ooo got people stalking you as ask you attach not. hahaha xD oh aerna here btw :D hahahhaha~~~

2010-04-06T04:24:00.001-07:00

Ahah,ya la I wonder who......

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What if someone you least expect ask you to go into a relationship with her?

2010-04-05T07:43:00.001-07:00

Hmm..Depends

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are you interested in anyone currently?

2010-04-05T07:42:00.003-07:00

Im guessing ur the same person who asked me the previous question?

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who do you like?

2010-04-05T07:42:00.001-07:00

Erm...Wait a minute,may I knw who u r?

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liar liar. go to your brother's gf blog. http://struckit-thrume.blogspot.com and tell me what do you think of her?

2010-04-05T07:41:00.001-07:00

Erm...shes alrte?

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are you attached?

2010-04-04T16:26:00.001-07:00

Nopes

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your brother cool uh, is he single? :DDDDDD

2010-03-27T00:34:00.001-07:00

Ahah,I guess so?

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hai, do you hate your big brother? Of the way he treated you?

2010-03-19T04:34:00.001-07:00

Erm...no? He's alrte

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why are you so dumb ?!?!?!?!?

2010-03-18T19:08:00.001-07:00

Coz I have friends like AZIMAH and AUBREY,hehe

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why are you so dumb ?!?!?!?!?

2010-03-18T18:53:00.001-07:00

Coz I have friends like AZIMAH and AUBREY,hehe

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did you regret losing anything in life?

2010-03-18T18:52:00.005-07:00

YES

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Hai, Are you close with your big brother? as in like, you share your secrets with him? or anything? (:

2010-03-18T18:52:00.003-07:00

Erm..kinda? Nt that sure

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If you had to give up one favorite food, what would the most difficult?

2010-03-18T18:52:00.001-07:00

Erm.....Burgers/sandwiches!

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(:

2010-03-16T02:46:00.000-07:00

I shouldve just rock

2010-03-14T01:47:00.000-08:00

Have you ever felt as though everything around you is falling apart?
Or you just wanna let go of everything and be free from the madness?
Im going through it now since...I dont know when and I keep asking time and again why do I feel this way
and the answer just struck to me when I was talking to my mum
And after realising why,I became more down then I was before
Because now,I need to find a way to overcome this fucking bullshit
But nevertheless,I also tell myself 'god will take you through hell just to take you to heaven'
And with that in mind,I'll perservere for as long as I could
On a brighter note,oh wait....there arent any!
Nevermind,I'll wait

Non Ducor Duco

2010-02-27T07:04:00.000-08:00

Phew! What a day! Oh and for those of you'll who dont know,today is flag day
And my school was assigned to collect donations from people on the streets
Ahah,I was reluctant at first but the thought of getting 4 hrs CIP points made me dragged myself out of bed and I went for it after all
Suprisingly though,it was fun!
ahah,lazy to elaborate
So,I actually wanted to revise on my math today but something came up at the last minute
Oh and I just reached home by the way
And the only reason why Im posting today is because,Ive realise that its not nice to leave your blog with a negative post
So there you go,Im happy

And its all downhill from here

2010-02-25T04:32:00.000-08:00

Ok,I was suppose to take oral test today but I backed out the last minute cause I was freaking tired and I hate waiting and on top of that something really ************** happened

Oh and my phone suddenly decides that its not gonna charge anymore so Im currently using a spare phone that cannot make calls -.-

Oh and lastly SATU-SATU ATTITUDE SEMUE MCM CB

Dont put words in my mouth

2010-02-23T02:37:00.000-08:00

If only I can do that to you in real life!

And there's a reason why its a picture of a women being slap

Headache Headache Headache Headache

2010-02-21T03:22:00.000-08:00

Sorry for not updating lately,no mood although alot happened this few days
Anyway,Im having a spliting headache! And the pain goes down to my neck!
To make matters worst,I have geog test tomorrow and I am in no state to study
Well,nevermind just hope luck is on my side tomorrow

PS: SHIT!

Three,3,tree,pokok,tiga,3

2010-02-07T00:22:00.000-08:00

I have no idea what my title is suppose to mean,ahah
Well,lets see...What did I do for the last two days?
As far as I can remember,Friday was cross-country
Had fun but got irritated half-way because of the rain
Then,we'll squeezed at a SMALL shelter
But,I proceeded to Macdonald's shortly after despite my very VERY wet self
After that,went to West Mall to get my dinner and bus-ed home
And I was shivering throughout the whole bus trip
Saturday,went out with family
Not exactly family cause my mum and big bro wasnt there
So,blah blah blah
eh,nowadays Im getting more lazier to do things
I wonder why...
Well,thats all

Green beans and soya bean is NOT a good combination

2010-02-03T01:50:00.000-08:00

Ok,my title is suppose to be 1,2,3 perut Supandi
Hahah,right Sabrina the HAIRLESS ALSO,hahaha
Ok,so just got back from Jurong Point and FINALLY bought the book that I wanted since last week
Which is....

Ahah,Aubrey told me its interesting so being curious I bought it to see how true her words can be
Ahah,Ive read the first few pages and it was GREAT
Will continue reading later
Oh and thanks for accompanying me just now!
Alright thats all I wanna share

formspring.me

2010-02-02T22:12:00.001-08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/Sy1bl1

Proud eh? Fuck you

2010-01-24T03:29:00.000-08:00

PHEWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!,Just finished cleaning my very VERY messy room
And while doing so,I inhaled too much dust and now my nose is running again -.-
But,nevermind at least its cleaner now

Ok,maybe its not THAT clean,but who cares its my room and its waaayyyy better than before

Argh,now the only thing I need to worry about is my freaking running nose!

Irritating!!

Thats it,peace out

This is for those who..

2010-01-23T17:04:00.000-08:00

Are dying to ask me something but for some reason you cant,well now here's your chance because I got a...FORMSPRING!
Its at the side bar,so start asking away :)
But please,no nonsense

Oh,c'mon! I was joking,honest!

2010-01-23T04:36:00.000-08:00

Alright,Im back to blog since I have nothing to do( actually I have a huge mountain of things that Im suppose to do,but nevermind I'll just let it pile up and do it at the last minute) (typical lazy-ass)
So,had band practise yesterday and I met this wickedly awesome guy name Raihan who lives near me
Why did I say he was wickedly awesome? Cause,holy shit! he's just a sec 1 and he can bang on the drumsets like a pro!(Im talking base on he's age)
So this is how I met him
I was randomly just playing around with the perc. section when I heard someone playing all the small things
And when I turned I saw this small kid holding the sticks and hitting away merily
So,I asked him "Isnt that all the small things?" and he was like "yea"
And then he started to play all different types of blink 182's song like feelin this,first date etc
Oh man! Was he awesome or what!
I got a feeling this kid is gonna go far
Oh well,all the best to him!
And moving on to today,did nothing much
Just caught up on movies from 2009 which are,role models,the hangover and 500 days of summer
I laughed my brains out that explains the spelling error you see in this post
Hahah,alright then thats it
Im gonna HOPEFULLY cut that mountain of 'to-do-things' into half

When I get home your so dead

2010-01-18T04:27:00.000-08:00

Ok,I am suppose to be doing my homework now but this freaking headache of mine is preventing me from doing so! (insert angry face here) (real angry)

So,in an attemp to try and cure my head (which is not working) I blog-hopped :) :(

Why the two emoticons? Cause I found out that you can NEVER know a person by just looking at him/her

And by judging from the two emoticons,youve probably wouldve guess that I found out something which I wished I didnt :( and something that made me smile :)

Oh and I learnt something realigious today all thanks to Mr AmirulAriff

He told me,according to Islam,once your married you have to satisfy all your wife needs including ALL her sexual needs :)

True? I dont know,why the hell did I put a smiling face after that sentance?!

Eh,my problem la,I like what

Hahah,been using that phrase alot today

Ok,my headache has reduced

So,I guess its time to do my work!

Or maybe watch T.V

Well,whatever I can grab hold of once I shut down this trusting companion of mine

URGH!!!!

2010-01-18T04:02:00.000-08:00

I hate it when my nose is running!
To get a clearer picture of wht Im talking about,look below

Dont ask me questions which I obviously dont know how to answer

2010-01-17T04:22:00.000-08:00

I dreamt of Toy Story while I was sleeping at Jurong East library today for no apperent reason -.-

EH WAIT! HOLD UP

2010-01-15T21:08:00.000-08:00

Ok,as you'll know Im bored to death right?
So,Ive decided to view some of my friend's twitter
And while I was randomly navigating my way in there,it got interesting
Hehehehehe,just felt like posting that :)

My throat hurts and my head feels like exploading and yet Im still here,for you :)

2010-01-15T20:42:00.000-08:00

Alrighty,since Im bored and have nothing to do like LIERALLY NOTHING
I shall blog :)
As you can see from the title,Im in a sick state....F*CK!(I just found out that there are kids out there who reads my blog,so that explains the cencorship :) )
Ahha,alright so Im at my mum's office
Waiting for anyone to come in and pay up thier fees
So,I'll be here till...6
MAN! THAT'S STIL A LOOOOONG WAY TO GO!
Urgh,and in this state of mine,its not making things any better
But,nevermind its for the sake of my mum:)
Alright,thats all

You owe me BIG time ah,make sure you clean my house after this

2010-01-01T06:18:00.000-08:00

Alright here are the pics taken a few days back that SOMEONE has been bugging me to upload

You better clean my whole house after you see this,hahah

Whats with all the question marks?!?!?!

2009-12-20T06:23:00.000-08:00

I doubt that anybody still reads this blog,but whatever Im bored
ahah
So,for the past.......3? days,Ive been watching DvDs non-stop
Ive watched...Orphan,100 girls,Dorm Daze 2,17 again,Mirrors,G-force and thats it I guess
All in the duration of 3 or more days
Orphane was SICK! In a bad way...Dont watch if you havent
100 Girls was recomanded by Azimah,hahaha
All I can say about the show is....Its quite funnily,romantic?Ahaha,I dont know go watch it yourself
Its quite good(heheheh)
Dorm Daze 2 was funny,in a dirty way,ahah if you DONT like to see NAKED GIRLS then,DONT watch!
hahah
17 again was great! Haha,funny yet at some parts it was serious
GO watch,its good
Mirrors was GREUSOME,dont watch if you dont like gory stuffs
G-Force was funny and definantly a fun show to watch
SO thats it!
Gonna get my books tomorrow...
Boring....

2009-12-18T04:21:00.001-08:00

I GOT PROMOTED LA SIAL!

2009-12-17T04:32:00.000-08:00

TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW
HOW HOW HOW?!!!

The clock's ticking....And its very fast

2009-12-14T05:45:00.000-08:00

I fell in love with those lips,ahah :)

Ok,so after much of the ticking and the tocking,Im left with only 4 days and then its bye Dunearn

Gee,I hope I wouldnt have to say bye but its too late right?

So,all I have to do is to suck it up and just accept it :)

Hope its not gonna happen though..

ahhh well,thats all

Actually the main reason why Im posting is to show you guys those lips up there

I fell in love with it the moment I saw it,AHHAA

It looks so....flawless?

Ahaha,alright thats all

Boxers??!! You mad?!

2009-12-07T02:41:00.001-08:00

This time baby
I'll beeeeeee
Bulleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetttttttproooooooffff

Sentosaaaaaa

2009-12-05T05:47:00.000-08:00

Alright,so yesterday was my BIRTHDAY
AHha,so went to Sentosa with Azimah,Nicholas,Aubrey,Sabrina and Wee Shan
Fun fun fun
Played with the sea and all
Ahaha,ok before I forget I wanna thank 5 people mentioned up there
And special thanks to Azimah for the 'babi' eh,ahahahh
Oh and the remaining people who wished me for my birthday are...
(random order)
Huldah
Shawn
Nabilah Izzat
Sabrina.S
Wee Shan
Aubrey
Claudia
Bo wei
Asrina oops,Mdm Asrina haha
Siti Syafiqah
Geraldine
Peh.JiaYing ( Thanks for the discount!)
Zi Ning
Sherly
Ria
Amirul
Ci Wen
Seri
Joey Tham
Aloysious
Alwin
Marvin
Finna
Alfian
Thats about it I guess?
Yeah,Thank you thank you thank you!!
Photos of yesterday's outing below
(grabbed from Sabrina.S's facebook)

That guy up there(Nicholas),I like to disturb him :) Sorry eh,hahah

That girl up there(Azimah) wished me two times! One in english and the another in malay :)

I looked like Ah Pek eh,haha

You know that girl up there??!! Eh wait

Ahhh,better view haha( Wee Shan) put Wasabi on my food!!!

Haha,ok thats it and overall it was great!

Im FINALLY 16 :)

2009-12-03T15:14:00.000-08:00

Heyheyhey!!Im finally 16! So that means today's my sweet 16!!
Gonna head off to sentosa later with whoever's gonna be there :)
So before I forget I wanna thank this lovely people who wished me:)
(names are in alphabetical order)
Aerna
Azimah
Christine
Dassyalina
Ellisa
Lu Ming
Sabrina
Syafiq
Zakir

All except Azimah and Syafiq wished me right at 12 am! Thanks,appreciate it :)
Azimah wished me waaaayyyy in advanced,ahah
And Syafiq couldnt make it to 12 cause he was tired
But nevermind,still apreciate it :)
If there's anymore I'll post it up
Till then,takecare!

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU??!!

2009-11-30T23:47:00.000-08:00

Haha,just feel like saying or rather shouting that
At someone....
Ok,so lets see...
What have I been up to for the past...3? days
Erm...Its either my memory is failing me or I did nothing
Hha,yeah I did nothing
Just the usual
Im getting bored..
At this rate I'll be dead by the end of the week!
Lets hope somebody,ANYBODY plans something for me to do

If it wasnt for you,we wouldnt have multiple crowds

2009-11-28T18:04:00.000-08:00

I was browsing through youtube and Ive stumbled upon this freaking cool song!
Its at the side if you wanna check it out
I tried to shrink it but to no avail
Oh well,the video's cool too
If you wanna check out the video,just type in things that rhymes with orange
Thats all I wanna share
Till then,takecare! :)

Dear god

2009-11-26T17:44:00.000-08:00

Dear God

I hat to be a bother, but I gotta say

This world is getting crazier with every day

I hope You’ll hear me out now as I stop and pray

Dear God

People take Your words and try to twist ‘em round

I know You can’t be happy with what’s goin’ down

I’m searchin’ for some answers, but they can’t be found

Can You help me out, dear God

Dear God,

Just the other night I heard somebody say

What’s the use believin’ in You anyway

I guess it was just heartache talkin’ through the pain

It’s a cryin’ shame

Dear God,

I know You’re disappointed in the things we’ve done

Can’t they see the truth that they’re all running from

Try to preach You message with a loaded gun

What they thinkin’ of, Dear God

Everybody’s searching for an easy solution

They can’t see beyond, the selfish world they’re living in

Your words of love get lost, in all the confusion

But I still believe, someday You’re gonna speak to me

Dear God,

I know You’ve got a million other calls to take

You’re dealing with a lot of things that just won’t wait

But there is one request that I just gotta make

Dear God

Won’t You send a sign down, just to ease my doubt

I’m trying to hear You, but the silence is so loud

I think I see a rainbow from behind the clouds

And I hear You now, dear God.

Its a song by Nick Jonas
But all issues aside,this song is quite true
Or should I say VERY true
No matter what religion your in
Im sure you can relate to this song right?
Well I most definantly can
And its sad if you think about it........

I miss you

2009-11-26T08:41:00.000-08:00

I really do
I miss waking up to my phone ringing and your name appearing on the screen
I miss rushing to the beeping sound on msn JUST to reply you
I miss calling you names
I miss sharing stuffs with you

So I made myself busy,and it worked!
At least I thought so
Till today,I suddenly woke up in the maiddle of the night (12.48am)
I dont know
What should I do?
Im scared
Scared to make the wrong move
Ive made like about a thousand wrong moves in my life but I tresure this
I dont wanna make the wrong move AGAIN
Maybe your right,Its for the best
No use goin over something which is not gonna happen right?
So I'll just sit and wait
Wait for something to happen

Recalling,.....

2009-11-25T15:48:00.000-08:00

A very good morning to whoever is up and about right now :)
So Im here to post about what happened yesterday
I wanted tp post yesterday so as to avoid any memory loss(ahaha) but too bad,I was too tired...
So!
Collected my pay at outram at 11 then proceeded to the MRT station,awaiting Azimah and Aubrey's arrival PATIENTLY
They were suppose to meet me at 11.30+ but guess what time they reached,12+ -.-
Wah lao eh Aubrey,you really took your time,next time I wont tell you to take your time already,ahaha
So they reached and we made our way to ViVo!
We headed to the 'spearm-shaped logo shop' aka New Urban Male
Browse through the slippers and I asked them which is nice
BOTH of them gave the same answer
Buy the pink la,the high heels la,etc etc
So after much thinking I just grabbed the green slippers and handed it over to the cashier
Ahah,simple and no fuse :)
And then Azimah and Aubrey was like 'Eh,why u nvr try first!' etc
AHah,girls....Whatd you expect right?
hahaha,just jokin
Oh and fyi it fits just nice :)
See,I know my own feet
Oh o,Im getting lazy to blog already
Ahah,so I'll just skip to the part where I bought my hoody
It was at Man HUNTERS,haha no la,it was at Man MASTERS..haha my bad
And no,its not GAY masters either haha (EHEM EHEM)
So after that,Nicholas and Rui Zhong arrived
And we slacked then the end
haha,sorry lazy to add in the details
Bye!

2009-11-23T07:13:00.001-08:00

Soon,soon.....

I need someone to hold when hope begins to fade,seriously

2009-11-23T03:31:00.000-08:00

Alright,just got my hair cut and I love it!
Ahaha,although its not that perfect but hey! the man tried his best! ( I guess)
Oh,and I stumbled upon two mexicans arguing just now and it was damn cool!
The language I mean
I wanna learn mexican!
Hmm..what else is there to share...
Oh! I was watching star worlds juast now and this sitcom( I forgot the title) showed a little boy showing no interest or whatsoever to women or even girls,he even HATE them,ok maybe not hate just dislike
And,that sitcom got me thinking...
I have never dislike girls (Im talking in general) even when I was young
Is it normal? Or am I just strange?.....
Nah...I cant be strange..Can I?
Im weird,yeah I get that alot of times
Eh wait,isnt weird and strange the same?
Yeah it is....
Ok,im weird AND strange,but you know what
I DONT CARE
Haha,Im me and thats cool :)
Alright thats all I gotta share...
Wait wait! There's still one more thing I wanna share before I go
I was sleeping in the afternoon,and when I woke up my hand was bleeding!
I dont even know how it happened!
And whenever it comes in contact with water,I can feel a sharp pain
Hmm...Wonder what it is....
Ok,thats all!

By the time youve realise,it would be too late

2009-11-22T05:26:00.000-08:00

Alright,first of I wanna thank the two strangers who tagged me

Appretiate it,serious:)

But next time,would you please please please put your names there

I dont like to feel curious

So,please :)

Alright,today was alright...

Went to my...cousin's? or was it my mum's cousin? if it was my mum's cousin,what should I refer it is?

Ahhh,nvm...

So,went there and just sat down and chatted with whoever appeared

So yada yada yada the end

It was plain today,yup it was

So,thats it! Oh,and remember to put your names if you wanna tag!

Im so worried right now

2009-11-21T07:54:00.000-08:00

I am sooooo tired right now,I try to fall asleep,I just cant

So,I thought to myself 'maybe if I let it all out here I can get a peace in mind'

So here it goes...

*Breaths in*

Im worried

Yes,worried

About what?

About my 'n' results

Why now?

No,I wasnt just worried now,I was worried even before it started,but beliving that with time I could forget about it,I just let it pass through me

But I was wrong

Instead of just passing through,it got stuck and just continue building up till I cant stand it any longer and just gotta let it all out,and thats what Im doing now

I keep having the feeling that I wont make it to sec 5

And its a damn strong feeling

I dont know,maybe I dont deserve to go to sec 5?

I can accept that

But

Whats making me worried is the thought of people I'll be letting down

Ultimately Ms Fizah

Yeah,her

She pinned such high hope on me and guided me throughout 3 years of my secondary school life (since sec 2)

And the thought of her dissapointed face just brings me down....

And thats just a SMALL part of whats bothering me...

Hais...And if I really cant make it through sec 5 there is no way Im gonna retain

Im goin straight to ITE,thats a choice Ive made since the begining of sec 4

And that brings me to another problem

Friends

Im gonna lose the ones I held dear (no name shall be mention to avoid any misunderstandings)

And other thing

My results...

If I did really bad,then.....You'll can anwser that by yourself

And lastly....My parents

Theyve been saying stuff like 'prepare for your o's next year'

And that makes me more nervous!

I wish I could just tell them what Im going through now but...parents,what do you expect

Hais...yes,everythings out

At least now I feel abit better

Blog re-opened :)

2009-11-21T02:50:00.001-08:00

Alright obviously Imm bored right now thats why I decided to re-opened this blog
Dont expect me to update it everyday though,will only do it when I have the mood :)
Kk,will post again tomorrow MAYBE :)

I feel like Im wasting my efforts,am I? yeah,I am

2009-11-14T20:47:00.000-08:00

Seeing that this blog is crying out for help,I shall be the saviour and save this blog,hahah and its mine -.-
Haha,so lets start off by giving you'll a brief description on how my day went yesterday
It was like : / , :( , :'( , : ( , : / , : ) , : D , : /
Ahaha,seriously one hell of a emotional rollercoaster ride
Although Ive riden on them several times,I still dont like it
Then got back home at.... 2am? and switched on my netbook
Planned to sleep BUT! it dragged all the way to 4 am? then I fell asleep
Why?
Cause was chatting,ahaha and the beeping sound irritating you know
Oh and....

Social networking

I have three of them and Ive realised one thing in common

About a small,ok maybe medium? (haha) portion of the friends I have are complete strangers to me

I dont even remember adding them! Omg, I think I have amnesia

Haha,but I guess thats what social networking is about,to make new friends

But Id rather make friends through life experince then the internet

You'll never know who/what is really behind that screen

Oh,and other thing

Haha,ok that picture is completly unrelevent to the topic I wanna talk about now but who cares its my blog :)

Having been to work for the past 1+ months,Ive made a couple of interesting charecters which also happens to be my friends

And Ive learn a very valuable lesson..

You may think life gets hard on you BUT! fucking hell wait till you open your bloody eyes and see what OTHER people is going through

I feel so stupid stressing over small matters..

Now that Ive looked back,yeah it was stupid,DAMN stupid

So what made me wake up?

My friend,aka my 'father' came up to me yesterday and told me something that I cant even imagining me going through

I cant mention it here cause he wish not to let people know so my lips are sealed

So,I pitied him and stayed back with him for awhile after work and listened to his problems and yeah I shed a tear too..

And thats when I realised that my life is quite alright :)

So after seeing him cheered up abit,I assured him everything will be alright and we went our seperate ways

Hope his ok...

Hey! Im not gay ok! Its sad knowing his goin through all this when his 54 years old

Ok,wow this post is damn long

Ahaha,its to make up for not posting for quite some time :)

super massive headache

2009-11-12T16:00:00.001-08:00

Im having it now....@#$(($$#)@))_#)$(__+__#)$)((**&&@&&*#!!!

Psst...Im here

2009-11-12T02:30:00.000-08:00

Alright just got back from jaamming and it was fun! We still have our grove,ahah
So played songs like....Blink 182's,21 guns,billy jean,graduation(own song) etc..
And,its been a long time since I last jammed so now I have a freaking blister on my thumb!
Irritating! Especially when Im typing,I can feel the bump pressing against the keyboard -.-
So after that,Shawn left so me and Zakir went to Iluma in hopes of finding something interesting
But!
Our hopes were shattered as soon as we entered the building..
Boring
So went home and here I am!
Ahah,and there I go...
Posted by: Syibli Hazim

Phew!

2009-11-10T21:36:00.000-08:00

Okay just got back from Sabrina's neighbourhoood..
Played Badminton with her and Lu Ming
Fun BUT tiring,ahah
Ya la ya la,your ( Sabrina) stronger than me,SHOW OFF with your Ipod and all,ahahha
Just jokin..
So after that proceeded to mac to have our breakfast
Now I have milo stain on my shoe,hahah it was my fault though
Haha,so we chit chat there using msn when we were just beside each other,hahah
Okk,pictures below,ALL taken by Sabrina herself

Posted by: Syibli Hazim

Ps:Sabrina is a tweet whore

My legs are like TIRED

2009-11-10T03:50:00.000-08:00

Hello, today was quite fun! in the relaxing way hahaha just the way i like it.
okay so first we went to outram to take mr syib's pay,
and then we went to town, met his mum arnd 1230 and we ate at far east,
after eating, went to coffee bean to sit and relax.. then at 240 his mum went off.
so we walked aimlessly around town and see see, syib said he would treat me to anyth but nah, dont want to burn off his pay in one day.
then we went to clarke quay, all the walking killed my legs.
here and there everywhere and we cabbed hme.
of course it doesnt sound like much but lazy to elaborate :D

Places we'll go

2009-11-10T02:21:00.000-08:00

Ok,so just got back from an awesome outing,ahah
Went out with Sabrina and my mum(for awile) then me and Sab continued or journey,haha
I'll let Sabrina post the details,I'll post the pictures :)

Using SOMEONE'S Ipod ah,haha

The back of my hair,Taken by who? Yours truly :)

This is at Clark Quay

Sab's turn to take a photo,aha

Mmmmm,looks yummy right?Well,it is

I tasted it first...

Followed by Sabrina

In taxi

Candid!!! Sabrina la,anyhow take,aha

Again! Hais,Sabrina ah...

Alright,thats all,we'll wait for Sabrina to post us the details later!

Oh,and sorry if the picture is not at the right angle,lazy to edit,ahah

Bleah, boredom

2009-11-08T17:20:00.001-08:00

Hello! Sabrina here, darn bored.
erm, yep. nothing much to say really.

currently listening to

I Like :)

Meet my new GirlFriend :)

2009-11-08T05:44:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GclbOrsOsnM&feature=channel
Aha,if youve alrdy watched it,shes sweet right??? And cute too
Haha,she's not my actual girlfriend I was just kidding,haha
K,thats all I wanna share
Posted by:Syibli Hazim

Weeeeeeeee Hoooooooooooooo

2009-11-08T03:34:00.000-08:00

That's my hand with my Lil bro's hand,aha

Alright,just finished customising my desktop and Im stiafied..
Real satisfied! :)
So this coming tuesday is gonna determine something real important so lets just wait and see....Oh! and wednesday jamming!
But! Im working tomorrow,shit....
Oh and one thing I wanna get off my chest is...YES,IM SINGLE
Aha,I get annoyed when people ask me whether I have a girlfriend
And worst,when I said no they'll be like "don't lie la.." or "Are you serious?!" etc
Whats so shocking? Is it that hard to belive that Im single?
I know the "in" thing now is to have a girlfriend or whatever but I dont care,Im happy :)
Aha,sorry guys but yeah its been bothering me so STOP ASKING,haha
So thats it! We'll post again tomorrow,hopefully :)
Posted by: Syibli Hazim

Back from HELL

2009-11-07T09:46:00.000-08:00

Ok,so just got back from work and its 1.41 am nw...
Actually just came back from Evan's Lounge,had our (me,mum,dad and lil bro) supper there,aha
It wasnt planned but still I got to eat so its ok
So,it started like this...
I went to the busstop but got no mood to take the bus so called mum and dad picked up
So I asked him whether he could fetch me from my work place and he said it was ok so I waited....
And waited.....
And waited....
And,finally they came and without even me knowing they went to Evan's Lounge to have their supper
so,I just tagged along and ate as well...
Now,damn full! aha
So thats it!

Posted By: Syibli Hazim

Wats up

2009-11-06T20:59:00.000-08:00

So,this blog officially belongs to me and Sabrina now
Ok wait,no Sabrina is just the guest post-er? haha,does the word even exist?aha
Oh and I dont like miley cyrus!! Sabrina anyhow say.....
Ok,so this blog will be blogged by either me or Sabrina occasionally
But I think most of it will be from me?hahah
Alright,thats is Take care!

Posted by :Syibli Hazim

Hugs are overrated just FYI

2009-11-06T20:34:00.001-08:00

Hello! Sabrina here!
We were bored so sir syibli let me post.
hmmmmm, nothing much actually.
Mr syibli hazim is going to be rich on 10 nov!
and im gna get my treat! hahaha.

Takecare!!

ps syibli likes miley cyrus

Boo work

2009-11-06T03:25:00.000-08:00

I googled 'boo' and that came out,haha I was expectimg like 'boo,you suck' or something and that came up?! hahah, I'll post it here

Ohkay,the reason why I googled boo is because....Booooo,I got work tomorrow...

Sucks,but nope I'll shall endure till I can get $400 to pay back my debt

Ohkay till here,bye!

Your messed up,seriously dude

2009-11-05T03:36:00.000-08:00

Look at my thumb,it has wrinkles on it,hahaha wth.....

Alright,just got back from work.... Anger is all I can associate it with today.....

Freak it,lets move on to more happier things..

I got a netbook! Yup,my own personal computer where I can do whataver the hell I want!

No more sharing,no more getting blame,aaahhhhhhhhhh life's great :)

Hmm...What esle is there to say......

Erm,thats all I guess! :)

It wasnt on purpose,honest!

2009-11-01T23:25:00.000-08:00

First of I wanna say Im really sorry to Chalton,Jia Ying and the rest for not being able to attend the chalet yesterday.....I was really busy,honest
I'll still pay if you want:)
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Ok,now Ive gotten that off my chest,I'll blog about today...
Hmm...Nothing much happened except that I had the wildest dream today!
I hope it wont come true....Oh wait,maybe some of it is ok
Haha,work is starting to bore me....Yawn
I want to make this post longer but I simply ran out of words to say,haha
So I guess this is it then!
Once again,Im really really really sorry!!

Im gonna drag you to the police and beat up your friend:)

2009-10-31T19:24:00.000-07:00

Haha,ohkay nothing interesting happened for the last few days but....its going to be soon!
Going out on 10 nov and jamming on.... one of the nov,haha
Alrghty thats all!

Tired of pretending

2009-10-29T04:07:00.000-07:00

Hello,sorry Ive been missing for awhile..Busy with work,haha REAL BUSY

Ohkay,so I got bored at home and started snaping bits and bits of pictures of my house

Here they are

My favourite painting so far.....

FUCK!!!!

So,there you go,haha

I know its all close-up well frankly because the house is in a mess right now

Don't look at me,I didnt create it nor shall I make it better,heheh

Alright till then,good bye! :)

Continue of you

2009-10-22T17:32:00.000-07:00

Ok so Ive finished re-writing the rest of the song and here it goes

Chorus

So would you just think back

And smile at our journey

And look how far we've come

Wouldnt it be a waste to throw it away

And the place that we used to

Hand around is now dead eversince you left

You took away the sun rise

And now the sun only sets

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Verse 2

The smile on your face

Brought light to my life

I swear its true,I wouldnt lie to you

The sit that you used to occupy

Only dust sits there

Moving with the time

I have lots of things to say to you

But one thing's for sur

Is that I love you

Though your trouble seems to be pouring in

Just kiss my lips

Together we will fly

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Chorus

Outro

Haha,ohkay thats it! I have the chords but lazy to put up,hhahha
Alright,bye! :)

YOU

2009-10-21T19:23:00.000-07:00

So Ive wrote a song while sitting down at Guilin the other day.
I'll post up the first verse here and if anyone wants to hear the full version you can contact me,ahaha
Ok so here it is...
Reminising bout the time we met
Sitting down on the ground
Thinking bout what youve said
Of all the things that Ive been through
Nothing could compare to
The way you look at me
Even though you didnt showed that you cared
I know that you do
So please dont argue
Dont worry bout your enemies
Just hold my hand
And we'll make it through

Alright so thats the first verse...I wanna re-write the rest cause it sounds funny,haha
alright thats all :]

If you love me why wont you let me know

2009-10-16T17:22:00.000-07:00

Gasp!!!Ive cut my hair yesterday night....

Haha,its one of those crazy days where I do crazy stuffs...There are still more crazy stuff I did but Im sure you'll dont wanna know about it..

Ok,so back to my hair

It now looks like the guy from the picture above(human torch) but its the shorter version

Haha,hais...regret?Hmm...not quite,I kinda like it this way,haha

Alright thats all Im out :)

Oh and I'll be working today! From 530-1130 pm

Tell all your friends to shut their mouth

2009-10-15T20:43:00.000-07:00

Ok Im now chatting with a korean,hahahah
Funny shit man...Cant stop laughing
Haha,oh yeah I cant wait for November!!!!
Wow,just thinking of it makes me wanna just sleep through Octerber and just jump to November
Ohk Im out :)

Dammit.

2009-10-13T16:41:00.000-07:00

Wow!Its the holidays and Im still waking up early...hais...too used to it I guess....
So,I'll update my blog!
Ohk,pictures up there are the GOOD OLD TIMES...Yup,thats right....Missed it..
Before all the conflicts,misunderstandings,accusations and such,it was a great moment in time meant to be kept and lock away for good!
Haha,ohk maybe not locked away or maybe not even meant to be kept?Buzz off Hazim your making me confuse
Oh!and look at how short I USED to be,hahah let me empharsise the word USED
Alright back to today,ohk nothing has happened yet so I'll talk about yesterday..
Went to Vivo! with Syazwan,hahah some funny yet very VERY embarrasing moments happened(shall not ellaborate here)
Then blah blah blah,got home thats the end of yesterday!
Oh and Azimah Ive deleted that post,haha see Im kind :) SYIBLI not hazim IS KIND right?hahah
(so nt true) but whatever,ohk before I start bubbling nonsense again I'll stop here.

Wonders of life

2009-10-12T03:24:00.000-07:00

Alright,first of I wanna thank Sabrina for taking time in updating my blog for me,appreciated:)
Oh!And I just finished listening to the song Hey Stephen(thanks to Sabrina again)and I have a feeling that....Ok shall not mention it here,heheheh
Alrihgt,today was ok,had my typhod injection for something I dont wish to tell the world yet
Haha,ohk then,nothing much to say so...Im off!

Hey Syibli

2009-10-10T03:37:00.000-07:00

Hello World!
Sabrina here and Syibli told me to update his blog for him.
Well, so here i am! ;)
hmmm, all i can say that Syibli is still well and kicking like usual.
I am just rotting at home reading my textbks for the upcoming exams.
Ohh, i envy him! Now he's a free guy. Can put all the books away.
Okay, nothing much to say, lucks to all of you who are having exams.

-Sabrina
ps: Syib, i just saved your blog. You owe me.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH

2009-10-08T03:23:00.000-07:00

Azimah,Azimah,tsk tsk tsk...that post down there shows how dirty you really are and Im not going to delete it :)
So,Im done with my N levels!!! Finally! Now looking for a job :)
Haha,dont know why Im so happy today...Theres alot of possibilities so Im not gonna list it here :)
Alright cant stay long,Im using my aunt's computer,so bye!:)

2009-10-02T06:31:00.000-07:00

Hello !
I'm Azimah (: Also knows as Anak Hussin
I ~~like~~ love to disturb Syibli Hazim Bin Mohd Raafe a lot
-.-

Anyway, Cheer up laaa sial !
Don't treat it as a lonely or a sad life when you claim your phones to be dead.
Treat it as a good thing. Once in a while siol I get to have that kind of peaceful feeling. You should be glad oi !

Having to update Syibli's blog is like a dream come true. Hahahah FAKE!
I'ma regular visitor to his blog and I like to tag him stupid things. BUT this time round, I actually got to blog for him ! Hahaha. Dahhh layan.

He's next paper is on monday so I'm gonna wish him all the best (:
Don't leave any blanks ah !

I don't feel good for the time being but see how good am I updating your blog ehh Hazim !
I'm a kind soul. I'm kind-hearted. I'm a good person.
&& Syibli Hazim knows all that. Rightttt ? Syibli even agrees with me ahh (:
*points a knife at your throat* Righhtttt ? You agree with me righttt ?!
:D

( You've went offline -.- )

I love you,and thats all that matters

2009-10-02T05:30:00.001-07:00

Haha,ok that sentence up there is totally BULLSHITY!
Haha,ok maybe thats for my mum or is it for someone esle to?
Hehehe,I got the answer but you dont
Alright Ive been home alone since 4pm
Hais...feel so lonly...
Suddenly my phone fell silent,no vibrating no nothing
The house phone is dead,no ringing no faxing etc.
Sad sad life..
How lonly can my life get?I dont know...
Gosh!Why do you sound so emo Syibli??
Haha,ok f*ck that thought
Haha,I understand that everyone's busy and maybe I should be busy too(studying of course,haha)
But,too bad I dont care...
Oh wait,I do care!!
Gasp!!!!! Haha,alright gonna start studying later..
Oh k Azimah is gonna update my blog for me,pray to god she dosent spill any of my beans

Im home! with Zakir,hehehehe

2009-10-01T21:33:00.001-07:00

Hello!Zakir here. I've stepped on a litterbox. X(
Haha,ohkay Syibli here,and the sentence up there is totally BULLSHITY!!!
He stepped on a mat with a rough textured thats all,haha
What are u doin here btw zakir?
Zakir: To step on a litterbox. :).......X(
Syibli:Hahaha,I wonder how mary can stand you
Zakir: (thinking)......
Suibli:Haha,the longer it takes for you to answer the more unsincere your answer will be,haha
Zakir: Erm........ Becoz I'm cute and she calls me mr cupcake! XD
Syibli:Haha!!THat sounds delicious?Haha,omg that sounded gay....
Oh anyway I think the readers wanna know what we've been up to in my house when theres NOBODY
Zakir: Watch dis movie call Bohsia. I seriously HATE people being raped! The show is really sad seh. Feel like wanna cry when they showed a flashback about dis girl being raped by her dad. How could he?? :'( She's your own daughter u know?! D':
Syibli:haha,ye la tu Zakir....Haha,alright we're off to prayers!(Im a good boy:) ) haha

Mistake

2009-09-30T06:47:00.001-07:00

A big one.

This is my 100th post!

2009-09-30T05:21:00.001-07:00

Alright today was quite fun!
Skipped school and went shopping!haha,ohkay that sounded bitchy..
Let me put it in a more manly way....I went to grab some clothing for myself?haha,much better..
So bought a checkered shirt and blue jeans and spent a total of $90+
Is it worth it?I dont know,I think it is
Ohkay,happy thoughts aside,its gonna be my N in 4 days time!
Gasp!and Im still in the lazy mood....So how?I dont know ask Syibli
I bet he dosent know the answer too.
Hais...Nevermind I'll just go with the flow..
Oh wait! My 'mama' told me its not good that way,instead I should know what Im gonna do right 'mama'?
Haha,that way I'll be anak mama yang baik kan?
Hahaha,shit Im talking crap again...
Oh and Im anxious to see someone's tied hair!!!! hehe
Ohkay,Im off to surf other websites:)

I want a baby

2009-09-28T06:04:00.001-07:00

Yup,thats right your eyes arent playing tricks on you...I WANT A BABY
ANd nope,I dont wanna adopt.
I want a child with my own blood in it.
Haha,so the main question here is...who wanna mother my child?
I'll name it(if its a boy)Sidly(if its a girl)Shaylee
Haha,and dont worry I have been practicing,haha!
Omg,what has gotten into me...Must be the ganja,haha

Smile for the camera :) oh wait,no dont smile for the camera :|

2009-09-25T04:44:00.001-07:00

Alright so today went quite relaxed? yeah,it was...
So,played big girls dont cry all day,hahah like gay but I like that song it reminds me of something or someone....
So didnt attend school and skipped prayers for the same reason...I WAS TOO LATE
Haha,frogs dont like heat,I just got to know
Hmm...what else is there left to say?
Oh! and '-' can you reveal your name please?(I said please,its a rare occasion,everyone celebrate!haha,just joking Im a polite guy you know:) )
Because when I get all curious I'll try my very best to get the answer if I cant get the answer then I'll get all moody,haha
But its ok if you dont wanna reveal your name,your human too so you have your rights and I wont force but once again I'll really appreciate it if you put your name there,thank you whoever you are:)

Gang green gang

2009-09-24T09:20:00.001-07:00

JUst got back from the raya trip and its 1216 am.
I am soooo tired right now.... still thinking whether to go school or not...
So 22 of my friends visted my house at one go and it became quite chotic...
Notice theres no 'enjoy' or 'had fun' or anything to do with being happy stated so far? THats cause I didnt enjoyed myself fully...
But,it was not that bad still quite ok
Alright gonna visit the sandman now,nite

The way I see things...

Its been a long time since I last open this page!

That is actually one of your BEST answer . And It is actually true what you've say, I loike it ! ^^

What do you usually do when you are Depressed ?

What's your HOBBY ? Beside playing music

You & aubrey tgt ? Got over your ex already ?

Just a Random question aritez .. Are you a Punk? Skaters? Emo?

Other than home?

Where's your fav. spot to hangout ?

you don't have one right now? that means you got 1 before uh? what does it called?

Hey !! Do you got a band ? what's ur band's name?

Have YOU ever Betrayed someone ?

Imagine you are in the Train Alone .. In that train there's someone who you wouldn't intend to meet But in the train, there's only you and her/him . It's about to crash, what would you do ??

Have you ever felt Betrayed ??

This Quote Goes To You .. I want your Lover And I want your *REVENGE* You & Me Could Write A Bad Romance !

Am i the only one reading your blog? x.x - aerna~

Why is your blog so dead? x.x oh and awesome show today man. (Y) -aerna

Psst update your blog please~ thank you~~ -aerna :D

Nyahahaha syibli got admirer eh~ -aerna n_n

Ooo got people stalking you as ask you attach not. hahaha xD oh aerna here btw :D hahahhaha~~~

What if someone you least expect ask you to go into a relationship with her?

are you interested in anyone currently?

who do you like?

liar liar. go to your brother's gf blog. http://struckit-thrume.blogspot.com and tell me what do you think of her?

are you attached?

your brother cool uh, is he single? :DDDDDD

hai, do you hate your big brother? Of the way he treated you?

why are you so dumb ?!?!?!?!?

why are you so dumb ?!?!?!?!?

did you regret losing anything in life?

Hai, Are you close with your big brother? as in like, you share your secrets with him? or anything? (:

If you had to give up one favorite food, what would the most difficult?

(:

I shouldve just rock

Non Ducor Duco

And its all downhill from here

Dont put words in my mouth

Headache Headache Headache Headache

Three,3,tree,pokok,tiga,3

Green beans and soya bean is NOT a good combination

formspring.me

Proud eh? Fuck you

This is for those who..

Oh,c'mon! I was joking,honest!

When I get home your so dead

URGH!!!!

Dont ask me questions which I obviously dont know how to answer

EH WAIT! HOLD UP

My throat hurts and my head feels like exploading and yet Im still here,for you :)

You owe me BIG time ah,make sure you clean my house after this

Whats with all the question marks?!?!?!

The clock's ticking....And its very fast

Boxers??!! You mad?!

Sentosaaaaaa

Im FINALLY 16 :)

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU??!!

If it wasnt for you,we wouldnt have multiple crowds

Dear god

I miss you

Recalling,.....

I need someone to hold when hope begins to fade,seriously

By the time youve realise,it would be too late

Im so worried right now

Blog re-opened :)

I feel like Im wasting my efforts,am I? yeah,I am

super massive headache

Psst...Im here

Phew!

My legs are like TIRED

Places we'll go

Bleah, boredom

Meet my new GirlFriend :)

Weeeeeeeee Hoooooooooooooo

Back from HELL

Wats up

Hugs are overrated just FYI

Boo work

Your messed up,seriously dude

It wasnt on purpose,honest!

Im gonna drag you to the police and beat up your friend:)

This Quote Goes To You .. I want your Lover And I want your REVENGE You & Me Could Write A Bad Romance !